Jan 4, 2022

Snowed in. In more ways than one. . ha ha ..

 Still driving the 1999 vehicle I bought for 1K in 2012.  No awd. Not even 2wd. 5 miles to the nearest state maintained road and it's a one lane. Can't get off the property. Either there is a 12 foot snow drift, a thick block of ice on ice hill , or a fallen tree blocking the road. ..  Need an  AWD.  Wish I had a friend who knew how to buy a car. Wish I had a friend, period. Nah. That takes too much energy and time. So, 10 years sober, and I am frozen when it comes to buying a vehicle and moving to a beach. 

Smoke signals. 

The other day I was watching Stumperina and her movements were glitching. Freaky. 

So I guess I am a hypocrite. Hating on people addicted to spilling their guts on face hook (almost said,  slipping.) but find myself doing it, on here.  I have nothing but I have everything.  The check mark in the cloud, icon.  The new rattling (love) in the songs. We all build our own cages. I don't remember when I first heard that. Sure is true, though. I can stay sober but I can't break out of my cage.  Has this "life style change" been worth it? For the most part, I would have to say, yes! But it's lonely. In fact I didn't even realize how much so, until the cat came along.  Wow. What an eye opener - 

The page is white as snow. Stumperina hates the snow. Hates the cold. Sometimes I think she is my old friend, mellie (RIP), reincarnated.  

So, I didn't get the "booster". 

Going to make coffee. Brb.


Dec 23, 2021

She found me on October the 13th..

 I almost sat on the tiny, grey fur ball that was curled up on my favorite back porch chair! Saw her out of the corner of my eye before I sat on her. Oops.. Almost didn't see you there - all the while thinking, nope, don't want the responsibility, nope and no! Then she sat up and stretched and I saw the stump of a tail and my grinch heart melted. That's how she roped me in. Yup , it was the stump. I thought she had been in an accident or it had been bitten off by a dog or something else. Turns out she was born with that stump and isn't even a kitten at 6 lbs. Nope, my princess Stumperina is around two years old. She was wearing a beat up pink flea collar ..so she was loved by someone before me. I had her spayed and she has gained a pound or two. She owns me 100%. 

Cool, I can post pics now! Working Xmas Eve and Christmas day but will post pics as soon as I get a minute. Not on Face hook anymore. Hope everyone is having happy, healthy holidays! 😁 😘