Apr 27, 2019

Viagra Boys - Just Like You | Audiotree Far Out

If I told you how much I spent on...

a little bottle of CBD oil ... you would die laughing. 😂 everyone around me is raving about the stuff, so of course I had to give it a go - thought it might help the pain in my legs.

Mar 21, 2019

Eight years of sobriety, today.

Not really counting but I like to mark the year because I am so forgetful anymore. . I had to think about it for a minute, today.. is it 7 years or is it 8? 😂

Feb 13, 2019

(Can I use this chair?) Alice In Chains - Angry Chair



I can't come up with anything unique so I'll just do the old "bounce off" technique. Just like in days of yore.

😊
Lyrics:
Sitting on an angry chair
Angry walls that steal the air

Stomach hurts and I don't care
What do I see across the way, hey
See myself molded in clay, oh
Stares at me, yeah I'm afraid, hey
Changing the shape of his face, ah yeah

Candles red I have a pair
Shadows dancing everywhere
Burning on the angry chair

Little boy made a mistake, hey
Pink cloud has now turned to gray, oh
All that I want is to play, hey
Get on your knees, time to pray, oh
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/a/alice+in... ]
I don't mind, yeah
I don't mind, I-I-I
I don't mind, yeah
I don't mind, I-I-I
Lost my mind, yeah
I don't mind, I-I-I
Can't find it anywhere
I don't mind, I-I-I

Corporate prison, we stay, hey
I'm a dull boy, work all day, oh
So I'm strung out anyway, hey

Loneliness is not a phase
Field of pain is where I graze

Serenity is far away
Saw my reflection and cried, hey
So little hope that I died, oh
Feed me your lies, open wide, hey
Weight of my heart, not the size, oh

I don't mind, yeah
I don't mind, I-I-I
I don't mind, yeah
I don't mind, I-I-I
Lost my mind, yeah
I don't mind, I-I-I
Can't find it anywhere
I don't mind, I-I-I

Pink cloud has now turned to gray
All that I want is to play
Get on your knees time to pray, boy

Jul 31, 2018

The rejected found poems

"Admissions for Submission"

A. He was a middle-class conversationalist. Carried a black umbrella. I was as twisted as a poppy. Thorns and potpourri. It was so 90's.

B. Something about greatness, something about hue. A vehicle for dreamers. In the poems he never stopped smoking and always stole the roses.

C. Never could arrange the perfect trifecta. Twine left in the paws of a cat. Now he has two dogs.
.....


"A Tie"

Black with aqua swirls. Straightened in the back seat
before stepping onto the curb, at the marble steps of St. Lucy's.


A Variation - "After"

We tied off with your funeral tie. First you, then I.
I always needed help.
Tell me again, what the wind does to your kind.

........


"I Remember You Workshopping, CLEARING THE TABLE WITH ANGEL FEATHERS"

@ the gazebo. You told me that some angels do smoke. You talked about angels, a lot.
It was snowing. Listen, 64% of this country believe in them, according to a recent article in Newsweek. And, you had seen a few on the 3rd floor of that hospital. . Remember Nina and how she melted crayons on the steam radiators. Her sleeves were always rolled up. Sometimes she was a blonde.

"In Heavy Rotation"

1. Raising the Titanic BY not the hand of God
2. There is a Trace of You BY pulling me toward what little remains

Apr 30, 2018

Re: 34 minutes and 9 secs

Remember being on Yuku, drunk
Begging you to join me on those other
Weird
Boards. I don't even remember their names. .
Poetic Constellations and mama's front porch
Or something like that. .
I'd get pretty excited when you'd occasionally show up.
Today I found an official Pink Floyd channel on youtube, never thought I'd see the day! It's there to sell tickets of course, but still!

Aug 8, 2017

Eric Clapton - Promises and a couple of other things..

so the first thing is that I am in mourning. Salty dreams is no more. Some other company took over and I can't find my way around or through all the new gates. I guess I thought it would just always be as it was. I wonder will the same thing happen to this blog? My laptop is very sick it can't even run Windows so I am on the big kindle and I hate this keyboard on the screen. I have to call Dell and ask for a recovery DVD because I can't find mine. Ripped this apartment apart. Not once but twice. So you know lately I get into something and have to have all versions of the same song or I'll eat the same thing all day or wear the same thing every time I have a day off.. anyway today is Eric Clapton day lol. I hope this blog doesn't disappear. It really is a journal.