cut the dosage in half, i was too tired and felt dead inside and all

 My co workers started complaining. Better now but am back to eating too much sugar.  Put up a Christmas tree, first time in 12 years. Got an echo Show 5, for the pet cam. Set it all up, you just need the app on your phone and so far it works great. Now I am able to check in with the princess while at work. When I talk to her she runs to the window, thinking I am outside. It's adorable.

We finally had a sister reunion in sept. My 82 yr old mom even came from germany. She's in bad shape just had heart surgery. My daughter even came down from il. with her boyfriend ...that was a complete and utter disaster! She said she was smoking medical marijuana but I'd say it was meth. So we had a huge blow up fight and they left. So now I am estranged from my daughter and my son. And I feel relieved. Lol.

Ti.po.ta - Moonlight Avenue (Feat Manu Chao)

Lexapro: day 3

 So far so good. Slept well last night. Felt less anxious today. Not craving sweets.

so im off today. The only reason is because there are 2 women i work with who are highly motivated by

 Their monthly car payments to pull this outrageous amount of overtime! Complete slaves to their vehicles. All covid19 co-workers are still out. The state changed the mandated time off from 5 days to 7 days. So the thing is .. I have been feeling everything I felt when I came down with covid19 in 2020... The horrible fatigue, the strange relentless headache, no appetite. I've just been dragging myself through the days. All unboosted employees still being tested twice a week. I've been tested 3 times a week and the results are always negative. However the rapid tests seem to be defective somehow or they just don't pick up the new strain as quickly because several nurses and CNA have not tested positive until the 6th or 7th time. All the while stating they aren't feeling well and having to work anyway and no one is keeping those N95 masks on all day.. I mean it's just a joke. Anyway.. So I had to stop feeding the stray, Hobo Grey because the Princess just doesn't like him. I can't force her to like him. It's been months and her attitude has not changed. So he tried to come into the house the other day and she viciously attacked him , I had a glass of water in my hand and had to use it. Didn't feel like taking cats to the vet because her nails were just clipped and his are these long , lethal claws and he was fighting back .. Good grief, everything is just so depressing. The cats at work all have tapeworm. . my internet has been down more than not, just from rain. that's all it takes. A rainy day and boom , no internet. And it's been raining for weeks at a time. I don't have a television.  Wow so 1st world problema s. 

 

The only thing I care about anymore is my cat(s).

Kind of looking forward to the sister reunion this Sept. We haven't had one since 2019.  Meanwhile we have 3 employees from the kitchen  out sick with the covid. Double boosted , no less. I never got booster one. Those vaccinations one and two after I already had covid19 and was on the mend, really messed me up. I firmly believe this to be true. I know my body better than anyone.

Ms. Bootsie (my cat at work)

 

The princess and Hobo