Jul 31, 2018

The rejected found poems

"Admissions for Submission"

A. He was a middle-class conversationalist. Carried a black umbrella. I was as twisted as a poppy. Thorns and potpourri. It was so 90's.

B. Something about greatness, something about hue. A vehicle for dreamers. In the poems he never stopped smoking and always stole the roses.

C. Never could arrange the perfect trifecta. Twine left in the paws of a cat. Now he has two dogs.
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"A Tie"

Black with aqua swirls. Straightened in the back seat
before stepping onto the curb, at the marble steps of St. Lucy's.


A Variation - "After"

We tied off with your funeral tie. First you, then I.
I always needed help.
Tell me again, what the wind does to your kind.

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"I Remember You Workshopping, CLEARING THE TABLE WITH ANGEL FEATHERS"

@ the gazebo. You told me that some angels do smoke. You talked about angels, a lot.
It was snowing. Listen, 64% of this country believe in them, according to a recent article in Newsweek. And, you had seen a few on the 3rd floor of that hospital. . Remember Nina and how she melted crayons on the steam radiators. Her sleeves were always rolled up. Sometimes she was a blonde.

"In Heavy Rotation"

1. Raising the Titanic BY not the hand of God
2. There is a Trace of You BY pulling me toward what little remains

Apr 30, 2018

Re: 34 minutes and 9 secs

Remember being on Yuku, drunk
Begging you to join me on those other
Weird
Boards. I don't even remember their names. .
Poetic Constellations and mama's front porch
Or something like that. .
I'd get pretty excited when you'd occasionally show up.
Today I found an official Pink Floyd channel on youtube, never thought I'd see the day! It's there to sell tickets of course, but still!

Aug 8, 2017

Eric Clapton - Promises and a couple of other things..

so the first thing is that I am in mourning. Salty dreams is no more. Some other company took over and I can't find my way around or through all the new gates. I guess I thought it would just always be as it was. I wonder will the same thing happen to this blog? My laptop is very sick it can't even run Windows so I am on the big kindle and I hate this keyboard on the screen. I have to call Dell and ask for a recovery DVD because I can't find mine. Ripped this apartment apart. Not once but twice. So you know lately I get into something and have to have all versions of the same song or I'll eat the same thing all day or wear the same thing every time I have a day off.. anyway today is Eric Clapton day lol. I hope this blog doesn't disappear. It really is a journal.

May 28, 2017

Though I loved my last dell laptop (lil' dellarina), I dispise the bigger, newer one

I own now. It is so messed up.. when I think about it, all the problems started at the beginning because I didn't want to use the browser that came with it, I wanted to use Firefox. So everything is always conflicting. And what happened to the day when you could just click on a little icon on the bottom left and find all your files? ugh. Today after about an hour I finally found my camera app again and made a video. But could I upload this vid to utube? NO, of course not. Why does all this computer stuff seem so much more complicated then it used to be? No programs that I have on this laptop are in sync with each other. The strongest program just updates itself and (yes I know I can change that in 'settings') bumps down it's biggest competitor and I have no control over anything. Nothing on this laptop is the way I want it to be, lol. So right now, in the middle of my living room floor lies my pile of "empties". And I just took some sinus pills so that I can just go to sleep and stay there in peace. Tomorrow is a new day. Good nite.