Still driving the 1999 vehicle I bought for 1K in 2012. No awd. Not even 2wd. 5 miles to the nearest state maintained road and it's a one lane. Can't get off the property. Either there is a 12 foot snow drift, a thick block of ice on ice hill , or a fallen tree blocking the road. .. Need an AWD. Wish I had a friend who knew how to buy a car. Wish I had a friend, period. Nah. That takes too much energy and time. So, 10 years sober, and I am frozen when it comes to buying a vehicle and moving to a beach.
Smoke signals.
The other day I was watching Stumperina and her movements were glitching. Freaky.
So I guess I am a hypocrite. Hating on people addicted to spilling their guts on face hook (almost said, slipping.) but find myself doing it, on here. I have nothing but I have everything. The check mark in the cloud, icon. The new rattling (love) in the songs. We all build our own cages. I don't remember when I first heard that. Sure is true, though. I can stay sober but I can't break out of my cage. Has this "life style change" been worth it? For the most part, I would have to say, yes! But it's lonely. In fact I didn't even realize how much so, until the cat came along. Wow. What an eye opener -
The page is white as snow. Stumperina hates the snow. Hates the cold. Sometimes I think she is my old friend, mellie (RIP), reincarnated.
So, I didn't get the "booster".
Going to make coffee. Brb.
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